
Im overcomed by a sudden depression!!!
I cant continue with my work!!!
Argh!!
I rushing my analysis and i nd 2 practice my violin!!!
Just now we had the choir testin 4 every1 sang.
When practicing, i sort of bcame e "2nd Ms Loh"... well, that was wat dey called mi... =.=
I was helpin them tune n i sang wif them, n other parts which r nt mine.... n i conducted dem... =.=
Somehow i had e perfect pitchin tt time... just wif e note "doh", i can giv other parts deir notes.. Everything was perfect 4 mi den....
Bt... when i was up der testin... e beat was lyk super slow la!! N i started goin off frm the "my heart was shaken...."
Ms Loh's comment 4 mi was tt i haf a gd alto sound, i started of steady until e last few pgs dunno wats wrong wif mi... den she "rated" mi ok to gd... Oh ya... she oso said tt our [javine, yinah n i] dynamics was gd....
Howeva, im nt happy wif dis result... i feel tt i could haf done better... i noe i can.... i feel sooo bad... T.T
N i came hm, tellin my parents wat happened... n apparently i caught dem @ e wrong time... n dey said i was 2 long-winded!!! watdahell.... i was just relatin e whole thing 2 dem rite? den dey say i nv ans deir question n said alot of craps instead... Lyk.. did dey even ask mi any questions?? i didnt hear anythin...
Argh!!!
Im sooo frustrated!! so much so tt my hands r tremblin as i type.. n im typin super fast.. so fast tt i keep typin wrongly....
ARGH!!!!
I ND A TIME OUT!!!
SOME1 PLZ GIV MI A TIME OUT!!
plzzz.... i begg u..... T.T
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