PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Saturday, January 19, 2008Y
2:44 PM
Long day~~Im actually postin instead of practicing my violin... lolx..
naughty gal~~
I shall start frm ytd..
18/01/08
Had e weirdest dream tt my class' clock stopped tickin again..
Den when i woke up.. my watch stopped tickin =.=
Had Adam Khoo workshop..
thus no class... haha ^^
My trainers were Stuart Tan and Gary Lee..
they were veri nice n funnie...
Learnt alot frm them...
I like both.. bt prefer Stuart..
Coz Gary.. he ok la.. juz tt i find some of his "jokes" relatin 2 God rather insultin...
My Life Path is this..
After Os -> ACJC/SAJC -> NTU (Chemistry and Biological Chemistry) -> Forensic scientist
N im hopin 2 get @ least a grade 8 in my violin around in uni tt time... if earlier e better...
N hopefully i'll b able 2 get a driver's licence.. despite mi being a direction moron xP
N i wanna take conductin oso... bt nt realli sure can make it nt.. lolx..
Went to watch One Missed call with Gekgek, Deedee, Oli, Keith(square) n Keith (Goh)
Havin 2 Keiths is so confusin ><
Oh yar.. THANKS BLACKYSQUARE FOR PAYIN FOR E CAB FARE!
lolx..
I've changed my mind... after watchin this show... i'll not go 2 watch a horror movie even if im wif my bf!!
I mean.. e show is not realli veri scary la.. (Seriously.. its not) bt i cannot take it..
I cannot see those "spirits" n have things/ppl jumpin outta nowhere... my heart cant take it...
I'll haf nightmares n freak out @ e slightest thing ><
I cried durin e movie lehz.. lolx...
1st time is when i saw e "baby" wif e phone.. i felt so sad.. duno why..
e 2nd time was when i figured tt there was a corpse there... i kena cried coz i gt scared by KeithGoh's scream.. yup.. he screamed.. he screamed lik a gal... =X lolx... I may sound mean.. bt ITS TRUE!!
Square kip laughin @ Keith n me.... zzzz... stupid square...
I shall drag him 2 a gore movie n laugh @ him next time...
Im actually perfectly fine wif gore movies lehz.. surprizin eh?
I can watch final destination wifout any emotions @ all.. lolx..
After e show we went 2 eat pastamania..
Den we took alot of pics.. Keith's idea... He loves camwhore =.=
Den we kena wanna prank on ppl..
wanted 2 do e 7-11 thingly as suggested by Stuart..
We oso wanted to act jap n ask ppl help us take pics..
Bt we dint la.. sad thou..
Den we took pics lik we were tourists... den we went hm...
e 2Keiths, Oli n i walked 2 e bus158 stop..
Gek n Dee went 2 e bus16 stop..
Square gave us all heart att... he kip walkin near e middle of e road den he kip turnin around 2 tok 2 us somemore...
N keith screamed 4 nuthin.. n tt made mi jump outta my wits.. ><
reached hm 11plus goin 12midnite..
PS: wan e pics.. go see Gekgek/KeithGoh's blog.. i nt sure abt KeithGoh's blog la.. bt den Gekgek's bloggie gt pics n updated liaoz.. so can go see ^^
19/01/08
Val wanted 2 go study in e mornin de.. end up cannot... she gtg her granny's place.. n I go shoppin =D
Went Parkway wif my family n my grandma's maid...
Bought quite alot of stuffs.. random stuffs... hahas..
My mum gave mi a new watch.. nt bad...
Shopshopshop... go hm tt time.. realised i lost my wallet...
Sometimes i realli love n hate my mum @ e same time...
She paid 4 wateva i wanna buy... all e super stupid n random stuffs...
N she freaks out @ e slightest thing...
N tt made mi even scared...
It was e 1st time i lost my wallet nia...
Somemore my IC n Ez-link inside... ><
Bt thank God... someone took it to e nearest police station.. (it was found @ BK)
E police procedues were quite long.. bt @ least i gt my wallet bak ^^
Somemore whoever returned my wallet dint take anithing @ all!! (i had $41.45 inside n my Ez-link had $47++ oso)
Must realli thank god...
May whoever returned my wallet be blessed by e lord for e kindness he/she had shown me.. ^^
On e way bak... my mum was lik super excited abt tt kind n gracious soul who returned mi my wallet.. =.=
Bt i've decided 2 juz kip my mouth shut abt any negative comments i had... as a respect to her...
Yay! Ollie can fetch mi n rachel chua 2 bibi's place 4 YNCG on 2feb!! =D
Kk... beta go practice violin liaoz.. nt much time left... ><
Oh well... might or might nt update veri often... well its nt as if many peeps read my blog either...
Anywaes.. this place is 4 mi 2 write wateva crap i haf de wat.. so.. ya...
Bye~
Tuesday, January 15, 2008Y
6:13 PM
whoots~Can finally slack abit..
Tmr's e last paper... Chinese...
Dun nd study de... juz fail can liaoz =X
lol.. jkjk
Was so tired of e rat race recently..
Cant w8 4 time 2 fly past...
N stop @ MY BDAE!!
lolx...
No la... stop @ e dec holis =D
Tt time no more Os le ^^
Sigh... despite takin a break frm tests now.. Im buried underneath piles n piles of hw.. ><
Need 2 start clearin le...
Sigh...
when will i get my slp again?
Wednesday, January 09, 2008Y
6:39 PM
IM SO HAPPY!!! =DThankyou all who tried 2 cheer mi up when i was so emo ytd...
Thanks Ollie, Shichie Kor n Blackysquare ^^
Im happy 2dae coz i feel tt i did rather well for my english paper ^^
Rather happy wif my compo xP
Except e last para which i think i could haf wrote it better...
But overall it was good enuff ^^
Tryin 2 study 4 my chem...
Bt dun realli know wat 2 study 4.... ><
Mayb i'll attempt my chinese compo 2dae...
Bt i'll w8 till some1 who can help mi translate some english phrases/words to chinese 2 b on9 1st.. xP
Thankyou Lord 4 everything u haf provided mi ^^
Tuesday, January 08, 2008Y
7:55 PM
I feel so horrible now!!Was supposed 2 study wif sak after sch 2dae...
Did super little things den wat?
We went 2 Marina shoppin...
I bought a text top..
Quite cool actually...
Den came hm..
N i haven studied...
I wanna @ least attempt my chinese hw..
Choongchoong ornot.. i wanna do well 4 my chinese Os..
But im losin it.. im losin e will power 2 continue on...
I feel so tired... so drained...
I feel so sick of e rat race..
Bt i dun wanna let all those who realli cares 4 mi down...
I'll persevere 4 them and 4 God..
Sigh~
I feel so ashamed..
I've wasted my time yet again...
I have no rights to complain...
I flunked my geog n emaths...
FLUNKED!
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I need some fresh air...
To breathe.. to think clearly...
Pray for me..
To Do List When I Finally reached my sweet Sixteen
- WATCH MY 1st NC16 MOVIE!! [Must!!]
- Pull thru Os
To Do List When I Finally pass my Os
- get my 2nd piercing
- go partyin wif frens
- hang out wif all my frens
- Sing non-stop!!
- Get a Job [??]
- find myself a "qualified" bf [?????]
So much 4 now...
Monday, January 07, 2008Y
6:09 PM
Tiring day today....1st headstart paper - SS n Geo...
SS was okay... considered easy..
However, geo was atrocious... i can safely say tt i gt 15marks gone...
The full marks is 25 i think..
omg... im so beated..
Still hafta study 4 tmr's emath... ><
Pray 4 strength to persevere on...
I thank e sec1s for helping me skip chinese and bio (last period!!) todae..
However.. i would hafta take back tt thankyou..
Coz they were so noisy that i hadta shout n scream @ them...
Which resulted in e lost of my voice 4 e 4th time this week.. ><
My voice so fragile...
Must control myself more... shout and scream less...
Argh... im so so so tired.. i think i'll take a short nap now...
Study emaths l8er.. den catch up with my overdued hws... ><
Sunday, January 06, 2008Y
8:49 PM
I shld b studyin now...Bt im havin so much fun chattin wif mani peeps...
1 of them is OLLIE[Oliver]!!
He helped me cleared my many qns abt e bible..
Im gonna sing wif e worship team again durin CCG =D
Lookin 4ward 2 it...
I LOVE SINGIN WIF THEM!!
It realli feels so gd being in a band..
Nt juz an ordinary band.. bt a band tt praises e Lord!!
Worshipin thru music.. let it b singin or playin of instruments =D
Thanks Poon!!
Thanks 4 invitin mi 2 join u all ^^
Im realli enjoyin it so much...
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!
Tmr must perform 4 e sec1s...
Tmr is oso e start of my headstart test..
There is a long week ahead of me.. yet i fear not..
For the Lord my God will keep me and guide me thru... ^^
Thankyou Father... for the many things that you have provided me...
Im grateful Lord...
I'll bring you more than a song..
For a song in itself is not wat you have required..
U search much deeper within..
Thru e way things appear..
You'r lookin into my heart~
[When the music fades/Heart of worship]
Friday, January 04, 2008Y
8:58 PM
Finally... the 1st week of sch has passed...Despite it being only e 1st wk... n it oni comprises of 3days of sch...
I felt lik 1month of sch has passed... T.T
Piled wif hws n revisions...
Topped wif duties as the choir's secretary n acting SL...
I feel so tired....
Juz finish typin out e new seatin plan 4 e preformance 4 e sec 1 orientation, Buddies plus e Chair Duty Roster...
Tmr mayb goin 2 study wif Val @ mac again...
Den must rush hm 2 practice my violin... which is untouched 4 1wk le...
Den helpin out Aunty Jo wif CMC... hopefully seein those hyperactive kids tryin 2 understand music will relieve some of e stress im havin ^^
After tt is my violin lesson...
Sunday im goin 2 study wif Val again after Church...
Headstart is from Mon 07jan to Next Wed 16jan..
The results will affect whether im droppin e subs ornot... ><
Must work hard...
Stressed?
To be truthful... Yes... alittle...
However.. i believe tt God knows our limits and will not giv us anything beyond tt..
He knows our abilities the best ^^
I oso believe tt with God's strength... everything is possible ^^
Plus.. i gt my besties who will walk this narrow path wif me ^^
Im faced wif quite a few attitude peeps unfortunately...
I thought abt it 4 quite awhile...
N im reminded that Jesus Christ suffered thru this 2....
N his was much much worse...
Still rmb when Jesus was handed over to the high priests to be judged..
He kept silent despite the many false testi against him...
And after he was sentenced... the crowd treated him so poorly...
I cant imagine wat i'll do in Jesus' shoes...
It must haf felt so terrible...
Yet he beared wif it...
Thus... i haf e strength to swallow this...
N not only this..
Oso when i did something n dint get e credits... instead.. i gt complains n demands for more things...
I'll rmb tt Jesus came to serve n not b served despite him being the King of Jews...
And I'll rmb tt God rmbs every little things tt we do... n he will giv us e credit when judgement day comes... plus... God likes us 2 do things in secret... so tt it wouldnt b 4 man to see... those r hypocrites... Im 2 lazy 2 check where exactly tt passage is frm... bt it shld b in matthew? nt veri sure...
This is oso a lesson to learn to b humble..
I can still rmb wat i've learnt frm watchin Evan Almighty...
God doesnt give us wat we pray for... instead he gives us e opportunity to get wat we pray for...
Hence.. im learnin to see everythin as an opportunity to grow spiritually...
I love Daddy God ^^
Wednesday, January 02, 2008Y
2:50 PM
Happy New Year!!Yes.. im 1day l8 again.. bt who cares??
Im here 2 update my veri much quite dead blog...
2dae's e 1st Day of sch...
I can only say... all e DMs r so predictable..
Every 1st day of sch will b super strict...
To scare e new sec1s...
Who cares man?
Tts J. Wong oso... wear until so ridiculous...
Huang Da Ma, Lee Fang Lan etc. keep goin around randomly catchin ppl 4 e most trival matter they can find n makin a huge fuss outta it...
Their tolerence lvl 2dae seems super low...
Yet again... We have our all "beloved" ChoongChoong who is more den happy to rub salt on to your wounds... goin around emphasizin on retarded stuffs...
Oh well... lets juz w8 till e peeps in e sch settle down n everythin will b fine...
I dun understand thou... they r such old hags in sch alrdy... (put it nicely is senior teachers.. bt do u realli think i care now?) Yet they get so hot whenever it comes to 1st day of sch... Ello~~~ earth to old hags... i know u might die any moment now due 2 ur old age... bt 1st day of sch comes ANNUALLY! so wats e big fuss abt it man?? Its nt lik its ur bdae rite? I mean.. bdae is a joyful thing... yet... 1st day of sch is a dreadful thing... seriously... (except nerds) Who prefer sch to holidays??
To many.. 2008 is a gr8 Happy New Year...
Yet.. to me.. i feel tt 2008 is goin to b a tiring yr...
1stly... tt freaking MOE juz hafta take out CCA 2 help reduce our L1R5 results startin our batch... which oso means tt all our efforts put in our CCAs went don e drain... However... its gd 4 our portfolio... hence.. i will continue workin hard @ it... afterall... choir is my love.. its kena part of mi.. ^^
2ndly... O lvl... everybody is stressin 2 mi tt this yr is a super impt yr... let it b family, teachers n even my close frens... thus... i must work hard.. not only 4 them but 4 myself n God as well... hence.. i must practice alot of self control... 2 study hard n nt slack lik last yr... 2 listen attentively in class despite e teacher n subject... n 2 learn 2 manage my time well... God, studies, violin, church, choir, worship team, family, frens etc.
lastly... to grow spiritually... 2 learn 2 b slow 2 anger yet quik 2 4giv... 2 put God in e center of my life.. 2 learn 2 b dependent on him... yet continue 2 work hard... 2 learn 2 listen e Holy Spirit more n giv my life fully 2 Him... hav faith tt he will b able 2 guide mi thru even e darkest valley...
Lolx.. here m i.. writin an essay on my thoughts.. hahas..
Anywaes... i must really work hard le... no more slackin le...
Juz a few more miles n i'll complete e race...
Only then i can take a rest n prepare myself 4 e next race...
Till then.....
My classrm now is on e 6th floor... same as my hm...
N its equally windy there n now on my bed...
Which makes it even more comfy 2 slp in class...
Thus... i need 2 have more self control...
Hmmmm.... how shld i describe my mood now?
I think e best way 2 put it is tt im currently overwhelmed by e many works awaitin mi, a little stressed out.. however numbed... mayb so mani yrs of education has made mi numb 2 such stress....
Oh wells... i wanna take a nap le...
Its e perfect weather 2 slp now.. n i dint catch much slp last nite...
after e nap i shall start readin up n do some packin which shld b done durin e holis instead of now....
All e best peeps....
Hope u r in beta shoes then im in.. ^^
God Bless~