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Wednesday, December 26, 2007Y
11:31 PM
Blessed Christmas~!!
Ya... im 1day l8 so wat? xP

Christmas was fun...
Carolin was fun, Choir was fun 2!! =D

Dun realli wanna post abt e incident @ orchard... ><
I hate Bangalahs now ><

Anywaes... i went out wif val 2dae ^^
Bought quite alot of stuffs.. lolx...

@ 1st went mac do hw plus makan..
Saw alot of peeps la...

Den went Tampines do christmas shoppin...
Shop until we realli drop nia...
Feet all pain ><

Den came hm..
Play com..

N juz recieve msg tt Jondave n Lun nt goin out on 28th nov..
=.=
STUPID JONDAVE!!
I freakingly bought his present coz i bought something 4 jessie...
Den it will look super bad if i dun giv him anything...
FREAK!

Plus his present e most ex 1... kns...
I HATE HIM!!! ihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehimihatehim!!!
*pants*

nvm... i still gt jessie ^^
We goin 2 watch I am Legend

Before tt.. i gtg choir ><
Den After tt.. i gtg Uncle Alfred's place.
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Busybusy.. lolx..
Bt i kena lik it ^^

oh well.. beta go le.. laptop dyin.. lolx...
God Bless~

Monday, December 24, 2007Y
12:58 AM
Gd mornin ppl~!! xD

Juz came back frm carolin...
It was fun~!! =D
Thou nt mani ppl went coz all of them tired after e tedious choir practice..
Bt seriously la... ours is considered ok le lor...
They shld stay bak n c how hard Aunty Grace, e worship ldrs n e musicians (Poon, YeeKiat n i 4gt his name.. e guy on e drums...) worked!!!
They were still practicin when we left 2 board e bus!! (abt 6pm)

2dae is Christmas Eve~!! =D
I LOVE CANDY CANES =D

lolx...
I pigged out juz now la..
Go 2 each house all gt so mani nice food ><
So much 4 dietin... lolx..

2 tired 2 type anymore le...

Sunday, December 23, 2007Y
10:52 AM
Haven been posting lately have i? lolx...
Lazy nia...

2more days to Christmas~~!!
N i haven finish my hw n do more shoppin ><

There is a choir practice on 28th dec ><
Saded.. coz i planned 2 go out whole day wif Jessie n Jondave frm Westwood n lun mayb joinin us..
End up hafta push it backwards...
Whole day bcome half day...
Den mayb goin 2 uncle alfred's place after tt... ><
Busy busy busy...

Im goin bak church in awhile...
Coz there currently gt nuthin 2 do... ><
Everybody w8in 4 choir practice 2 start.. which is 1pm...
So i had lik abt 3hrs of w8in time...

Instead of stonin there n watch them play cards... which im nv gd @..
I came hm 1st 2 play my laptop =D
L8er den go bak..
Shld haf gone 4 e 2nd service instead ><
Den dun nd wake up so early plus w8 so long..
Sigh.. ><

Den l8er in e evenin gt carolin =D
Bt tt means even more w8in time ><
Coz carolin is @ 6pm...

oh well...
MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!! =D

Tuesday, December 18, 2007Y
6:02 PM
Went 2 library 2 do hw 2dae...
Lolx.. i spent dunno how long there.. yet i oni complete e chem tb qns..(5qns) lolx!!
Pro rite? hahas...

Oh ya.. i saw WY @ e library doin CIP..
Apparently JY was there oso.. bt i dint c her...

Den keep chattin wif crow via sms... (usin sak's hp lik my own.. xP)
Den abt 130pm.. we left e library 2 go TM!! =D
We go there take neoprints...
Den we went shoppin..
Val bought 2pairs of shoes...
Sak bought ankle socks n earrings..
I bought 1pair of earrings oni.. (nt 4 mi de..)

Den we went Pasir Ris...
4 BEN & JERRY'S!! xD Yumyum~!!
Den went shoppin again...
Val bought nail polish n Sak bought stuffs i dun rmb.. lolx..

We goin out 2 study again this sun...
@ sing post.. coffee bean.. ><
I DUN DRINK COFFEE!!!
Nvm la.. i wanna eat subway =D

Bt i'll b goin there l8...
Coz i gt choir practice...

They actually wanna go Bedok library de lor..
I dun wan.. ><
Coz i'll b goin there alone... so scary T.T

My mummy's hm wif alot of stuffs 4 mi!! =D
So im currently packin stuffs..

Had fun 2dae =D

Monday, December 17, 2007Y
10:08 PM
Sigh... i cant go 2 lun's carolin... ><
Coz my mummy said nt 2 go out 2dae...
She's comin bak @ nite... wonder wat time...

My breakfast 2dae failed.. again ><
Den due 2 my bro's temptation last nite...
I ate milo n biscuits 4 lunch... ><
I dun nd 2 say much abt wat happen next rite?
Sigh...
Legs all go jelly le..

I finished readin e 3bks i borrowed...
Went 2 e author's webbie 2...
Bt apparently.. her next series will oni come out if more peeps buy her bks...
So i'll juz hafta w8...

I goin library wif sak n val tmr...
Mahin n Fraid mayb joinin us...
Go library study.. plus do hw...
Den mayb goin out do some shoppin...

Dunno y.. mayb its bcoz 2 long nv go out le...
Im itchin 2 spend a few bucks on myself.. lolx...

Still rmb camp i treated Daniella drinks plus lunch...
Surprizinly it dint hurt mi much... n is i treated her myself de...
mayb coz i treat her lik my own little sis.. ^^

I wanna buy earrins!!
N rings!!
N clothes!! ><

Oh ya... i goin out on sat wif e eastern care grp oso.. =D
N i haven finish my hw... nice?

I spent 2dae on facebook...
Lookin thru camp pics n uploadin mine...
N installin e USB port thinglys.. so tt i no longer haf 2 use e com 2 upload stuffs..
N i dint nuthin abt my hw... ><

MUST WAKE UP GAL!!!
TIME IS RUNNIN OUT!!
U DUN WANNA SCREW UP SEC4 E WAY U SCREW UP SEC3 DO U?????
WAKE UP!!

Saturday, December 15, 2007Y
6:01 PM
2nd post of e day =D

Juz ate my dinner.. lolx.. super early ya?
My appetite super big liaoz la.. thx 2 youth camp.. lolx...
Durin youth camp eat breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper plus snacks xD
Plus Gid made sure all of us had enuff 2 eat >< thx 4 ur concern thou =D

Still rmb gt 1 dinner was super spicy.. ><
Nt veri la.. bt u know mi lor.. alittle spicy oso cannot tahan..
So i dint eat... i gave e guys my rice =D
Den Gid n Nicky n Kelly[Kevin..lolx.. =X] keep askin mi 2 eat e bread leftover frm tt mornin's breakfast passed around by Samuel Beh...
So i still had something 2 eat ^^
Thx guys!

Bt i must realli watch wat i eat n cut down le...
Coz durin youth camp we kip runnin around wif all e games n everything..
Bt now @ hm veri slack... so cannot eat 2 much.. will grow fatter.. ><
IM FAT!! lolx.. im annoucin 2 e whole world e fact tt im fat.. lolx..
Im fatter den Gid la!!
Gid is 90kg =X bt he oni had lik 25% fat in his body...
Im 53kg n i haf 28% fat in my body!! lolx... ><

Oh ya... 4 more of e youth camp pics... go my facebook there...
Deborah Yap juz uploaded pics =D

I LOVE EVERYONE!!! muacks~!! Huggies~~!! ^^

I goin church alone tmr ><
Parents overseas.. bro 2 lazy 2 go... so left mi alone..
N im goin.. xP
Gt choir mah.. thou i cant realli sing much seein tt i lost my voice.. ><
Bt still goin ^^

Currently in love wif Hillsongs' Mighty to Save ^^
alot of ppl love tt song.. lolx...
Eg. Me, WeiCheng, RachelChua n OliviaOng! =D

Oh ya.. i went library juz now wif Val..
Attempted my hw... spent abt 2 1/5hrs there... oni did 9qns.. lolx... nice rite?
I end up doin wat i always do... SEARCH 4 BKS!!
I still cant find alot of bks i wan.. bt i found a treasure!
I FOUND E WHOLE SET OF E KEEPER OF E BOARDS!!
2sets in fact ^^
oni tt 1set is wifout e 1st bk
LUCKY~~!!

I read e 1st bk liaoz mah.. so i borrowed e set wifout e 1st bk..
Den i help val borrow e another complete set..
lolx.. i literally chuck out e whole thing la.. haha...
den Val actually wanted 2 read e Night World.. i recommended her de....
Bt she unlucky... ppl borrow le...
Includin e Vampire's Diaries...
lolx.. u shld c my receipt..

Keeper of the Waters
Keeper of the Flames
Keeper of the Earth
Keeper of the Winds
Keeper of the Waters
Keeper of the Flames
Keeper of the Earth
The Enchantress

lolx...
I oni borrowed e top 3bks..
E rest is i help Val borrow de...
E set is in order lor.. i purposely de.. haha..
1st bk is Keeper of the Winds
2nd bk is Keeper of the Waters
3rd bk is Keeper of the Flames
4th bk is Keeper of the Earth

E rest haven come out...
This is e so called "1st set" of e boards... which is e primary set..
E other boards r lik combination of these boards...
Den e other sets r lik e combination of e other boards...
lolx...

U must read e bks la.. den u'll understand... its quite hard 2 xplain ^^

Kk.. i shall start readin le.. ^^

10:52 AM
Ohaiyo!! =D
My mummy juz left 4 thailand le!
Hm oni gt my bro n mi n my great-uncle who is helpin us 2 repaint e whole house...

Must start hw soon... bt im rather sure i cant do it alone.. so shall start findin peeps 2 do it wif mi..

I still miss youth camp!!
I miss all e fun we had 2gether..
N who cares abt "other guys" when there r so mani hotties n nice guys @ my own church??
Even e famous jokers such as Jon Wee, Gideon Yap, Daniel Beh etc. r so much beta den them la!
I must say i realli made alot of frens @ dis yr's youth camp ^^
Lookin 4ward 2 next yr's =D

Here r some pics of e youth camp.. thou there r alot more nice pics... >< Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
Many threads one tapestry

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ABISHIGA~!!

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The Tyra [this pic is e nicest of all e group pic =D]

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THE JAPANESE YAKUZAS!!!! We RAWK OUT LOUD!! xP

PS: e pics r 2 big 2 b fitted nicely on e blog so its kena blockin e navi... sry abt tt.. i realli dunno how 2 make e pic smaller.. ><
Oh ya.. n e grp pic(e 1s wif e banner) is oni 2/3 of e campers... coz mani of them hafta leave early ><

Friday, December 14, 2007Y
2:39 PM
I juz gt bak frm camp!!
N im missin it alrdy!!

I love u every1!!!
I love GBCYC07!!!

it will take mi 4eva 2 write out everythin abt e camp...
Bt i enjoyed it 2 e fullest =D

Lookin 4ward 2 e next youth camp ^^

Sunday, December 09, 2007Y
7:42 PM
Busy day 2dae...
Woke up early 2 go church 4 choir...
I dun even noe ANY of e songs la..
Aunty Grace juz sms mi say nt enuff peeps ask mi go..
So i juz went... ><

After service went down 2 makan... super hungry..
Oli[Lee], Bryan n Kevin was sellin cookies 2 raise funds 4 their mission trip...
So i helped by buyin 1 =D
C? wat a nice fren im xD

Den had choir practice...
Den break...
So went out wif rachel[chua]
Den we ate... actually she did.. i juz drank bubble tea =D
Den bought stuffs 4 e angle/mortal game 4 e camp...
Den came bak church 4 combine choir practice...

B4 goin up we sat wif Kevin, Bryan n Oli[Lee]..
Kevin n Bryan was foolin Oli...
She so super gullible la!!
She actually believed tt Tiramisu is grown on trees, shaped lik a durain.. blahblahblah crapcrapcrap...
N she oso believed tt Shabushabu is lik bobochacha... =.=
Tt Bryan n Kevin hor.. alot of craps lehz...
Sigh... bt quite funnie la.. I laughed thru out..
Coz i know they bluffin Oli mah....
Bt tt Kevin dun let mi save Oli.. >< lolx..

Den went 4 choir...
Singsingsing...
Den finally went hm...
Den i slpt..
Den woke up n did major packin...
Finish packin le..
Juz nd 2 go downstairs buy 2things plus add in a few things tmr mornin can le...

IM SO EXCITED!!
Plus 1ce i come hm..
E next day my parents go overseas!!
Shoik rite?? xD

Oh ya... i found out quite a few peeps in my grp le...
Dey quite retarded la...
We juz nd 2 ask around c who called e peeps n wat they must bring 4 e omega nite can le... lolx..
Apparently my grp ldr is a guy...
I gt a feelin its Gid... ><
Hope so.. xP I mean @ least i know Gid quite well la...
Well.. he WAS my bro's gd fren...
N i know he WUN bulli mi ^^
N he is funnie...
N y m i bitchin abt him here?? lolx..

K anywaes... This r some of e peeps in my grp..
Kevin, Adeline n TingXuan..
Can la... Thou i was kinda hopin tt i'll b in e same grp as Oli or Rachel..
Bt still can survive la...
Oli n Rachel in e same grp... Joni in their grp oso... ><
Poor Bryan... we all dunno who else in his grp.. lolx..
Bt he'll survive.. ^^

Wahhh... veri excited.... Must pray!!
Pray 4 mi ya? ^^

Oh ya... im still allowed 2 use hp in camp... thou i nt sure gt reception nt.. lolx...
So gt anythin juz sms mi..
Try nt 2 call.. ^^

Dun miss mi 2 much k? =X
lolx...

This blog wun b quite dead until i come bak [14dec]...
Den after tt.. it will go in2 hibernation again.. haha..
Coz nd 2 finish my hw n study 4 head start le...
After camp oni left 2 more wks b4 sch start ><
Must Jiayous~~!!

Saturday, December 08, 2007Y
5:39 PM
Juz came bak frm Uncle EnQi's weddin...
Lucky i went wif my seniors, YongZu n JianYong...
If nt i confirm get lost de.. lolx...

Saw quite a few ppl i know der...
Socialized... ate... sang... clapped...
Ya... tts abt it... lolx..
Oh ya.. Uncle EnQi's church is a chinese church..
Den they sing e song in chinese... i cant read n sing @ e same time...
Plus some words so chim.. dunno how 2 read ><
So i juz sang in eng through out.. lolx...
Den attempted 2 read some chinese words here n there...
Had 2 consult JianYong a few times... lolx..

Wah liaoz.. tt JianYong wear until super casual la.. ><
If i would haf known.. i wun wear tt dress le ><
So weird can? must realli b lady lik... zzz..
I shall try 2 upload e pic i took of myself in tt dress when i can...
Cannot touch e com now... ><

I go there e ppl who know mi oso say... wow.. nt bad sia... u shld try 2 b more feminine once in awhile... =.=
Ya la ya la.. i veri tomboy cannot arhz ><
lolx... bt seriously... i super nt use 2 it lor..
Lucky i dint wear make up ><
actually considered abt it... End up.. coz e dress i chose @ 1st dint look rite... so end up changin alot of times b4 finally decidin on dis short blue dress..
So no time liao.. Oso.. i scared l8er i wear e make up 2 thick...
lik 4 performance de... haha... So dun wan..

Wah liaoz... tt stupid seniors pang seh mi go play arcade =.=
I came hm alone.. Coz i nd 2 pack 4 e camp...
Beta start packin le ><

Oh ya... n bcoz of them... i finally set foot in Bugis again... ><
My head still spinnin lor...
Dint know e impact would last so long...
Bt nvm... must put it in e past le...
Look 2wards e future..
Dun ask mi 4 i scared of Bugis... it was a veri BAD experience... ><

Oh ya!! I saw Jasper ^^
Lolx... chatted wif him 4 awhile...
I think YongZu jealous sia.. coz i say i cannot find Jasper den he gimmi black face.. den kip suanin mi... zzzz...

JianYong is realli a gentlemen lor...
Seriously.. if i hafta choose between YongZu n JianYong..
I'll choose JianYong..
Its nt e 1st time him being a gentlemen liaoz lor...
E other time he w8ed 4 mi 2 come down b4 leavin wif me even thou we oni walk 2gether 2 e main gate den we go diff direction liaoz....
Den 2dae.. coz i veri well known 4 being a direction moron mah...
Den he scared i lost..
So he gave mi instructions how 2 go 2 e MRT b4 goin 2 arcade...
Den after awhile he smsed mi askin mi if i reach e mrt le mah...
Den i say... "ya.. i nt tt stupid k?"
Den he reply "wah liao.. ppl wry tt u gt lost den u lidad 1.."
So nice rite?
Lolx...
N he sometimes will stop YongZu when he bullied mi...
Even thou he himself bulli mi @ times la... lolx...
Bt he is much beta ^^

Oh.. b4 i post this super long post full of rubbish blabbers...
I wanna thank my godbro Shichie!!
He's e best!!
He is 4eva there 2 help mi solve wateva probs i hav...
N he is always there 2 cheer mi up wheneva im down..
N he shares my joy 2!! ^^
Thx Kor!!

10:59 AM
Woke up rather l8 2dae...
Coz slpt l8....
Woke up juz 2 heard my dad's loud, annoyin yappin...
Isnt in my best state alrdy...
N tt aint doin much of a help...

2 make it worse...
My singin sux now coz i juz woke up n i haven warm up ><
Bt i wanna sing ><
I WANNA SING SING SING!!
I dunno wats wrong wif mi...
Im freakin out....
Process of lettin go?

My dad is realli gttin on my nerves... ITS JUZ A BLOODY RE-PAINTIN OF E WHOLE FREAKIN HOUSE IS THERE ANYTHING 2 FUSS ABT?? THIS IS SOMETHING TT U HAD BLOODILY PROMISED MUMMY 2 DO BT U HAD FAILED 2 4 YEARS!!!! 1 OF E CLOCKS SPOILT... SPOIL SPOIL LA!! STILL GT WAT JUZ SPOIL OR SPOILT LONG AGO.. OF COZ JUZ SPOILT RITE? IF SPOILT LONG AGO WILL IT STILL B AROUND? USE UR BLOODY BRAINS LA!!

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He Wasn't [Avril Lavigne]
There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

This is when I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.

Na na na na na.

Friday, December 07, 2007Y
11:29 PM
4th post 4 2dae... how nice...
I finally completed 1hw...
My phys hw assignment... how nice...
Guess wat.. i haf a ws wif apparently ms nonis went thru alrdy totally blank...
This proves how attentive im durin phy lessons...

Dunno wat 2 say le...
Sigh... i guess its best 4 mi 2 go attempt 2 slp now bahx...
After all.. i wun wan panda eyes @ my teacher's weddin do i? lolx...

Nites all... swt dreams.. ^^

7:29 PM
3rd post 4 2dae...

I kip havin this buggin feelin tt something bad is gonna happen.. ><
Cant concentrate on my hw @ all...
Haven complete ANY of my hw so far..

Chatted wif Jessie juz now...
She's currently in hk.. Usin laptop..
She goin china in 2more days time...
Her trip almost e same as mine last yr.. lolx..
Had lots of fun chattin wif her ^^
We even planned out wat 2 do after she came bak..
We goin out 2 kbox..
We = mi, she, lun n daddy jondavey =X
Den take neoprints.. =D
I cant w8 4 her 2 come bak lor..
E 2 of us juz click so well! xD

Im hatin my new slippers alot...
I gt bruises in between my toes plus a blister.. ><
N as i applied some cream on it..
i found a veri old scar which is still hurtin mi lik hell on my left heel..
N my right upper thigh is achin due 2 foolin around ytd..
So im currently limpin...
Oh.. i oso gt a bruise on e right side around e hip bone there coz i hit against e metal bar there ytd... ><

Oh.. my veri old scar is due 2 last time.. playin wif my bro...
Those who came 2 my place b4 will know la..
There is dis "window" connectin e kitchen n e living rm...
Den when young mi n mi bro liks 2 jump here n there over e "window"
Den once.. i accidentally stepped on e flower vase when jumpin over...
i dunno y e vase was there in e 1st place..
So yar... my heel gt cut.. den bleed alot..
dint wan my mum 2 know.. so @ 1sts attempted 2 use tissue 2 clean blood...
failed.. so tried toilet paper...
failed.. end up still must tell mummy...
den my bro told a lie 2 cover up 4 mi...
Bt failed.. my mummy found out e truth...
Den my maid(last time i gt maid.. until lik pri6? den dun haf) bring mi down c doc..
Den my grandma came down 2 pay 4 it 1st...(my mummy call her de)
Den my wound was badged up... surprizinly dun nd stitch...
Badge sux la... @ nite so hot.. den itchy.. den cannot scratch..
Den walk unbalance de.. coz cannot step down..

So ya... I juz realise i gt alot of wounds is bcoz i was playin wif my bro.. lolx..
My teeth oso.. =.=
FYI: my 4 front teeth r spoilt.. bt they r still real... juz spoilt..
y?
Coz i was playin beach ball @ hm 4 dunno wat reason... (quite stupid actually)
Den i trip over my bro's foot..
Den my teeth hitted e coffee table...
Den must go c dentist... yes.. its bleedin oso... lots of blood =D
Lucky dun nd pluck out...
E dentist say if gt white spots on my gums den must pluck out ><
So now... u know u all can juz bite e apple till its core wifout cuttin it or wateva rite?
I cant.. My teeth nt strong enuff... I must cut e apple den can bite... If nt veri pain ><

I still gt evidence lehz.. lolx..
E coffee table is @ hm... its currently used as a table 4 us 2 put our sch bags der..
If u lift up e table cloth.. u can c 1 corner wif a chunk of wood missin.. lolx..
I "bite" off de... =X
lolx...

N yes.. im a lazy n naughty gal who would rather sit in front of her laptop tellin stories den do her hw... xP

5:05 PM
this otta summarize abt myself =D

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

10:41 AM
HAPPY BDAE OLIVIA ONG!!!
Love u 4eva sista! ^^

Tmr's My violin teacher's wedding....
I hope he wun mind mi wearin a black dress ><
Currently settlin transport wif my senior...
U know mi de la... Direction moron.. 100% will get lost de ><

After tmr, it would b officially 1mth after a last touched my violin...
How on earth m i gonna survive when lessons start again ><
Plus i wun b around next wk... goin youth camp..
N I HAVEN START PACKIN!! ><

After Youth Camp im left wif oni 2wks 2 complete all my hw + mug 4 my head start..
N I still wanna go out wif Jessie, Jondave n Lun somemore...
Plus i oso gt carollin ><
Sigh... y is my holis so pathetic?
No point whinin now...
Shall start attemptin more hw now b4 i face doom's day T.T

Thursday, December 06, 2007Y
7:17 PM
Whhee~~~ =D
I super hyper le... xD
This is gonna b a super long post =D

I wanna thank,
Oli[ong] 4 helpin mi even thou she wasnt realli keen on e celebration party...
Lun 4 payin 4 e drinks n marshmallows...
My mummy 4 buyin all e snacks...
Joey 4 helpin us carry e things n bring us there n "takin care" of mi when oli[ong] n lun n ms ng wasnt around n helpin mi fetch ppl frm e mac n lettin mi mess up his hair(yes.. i finally rmb 2 do it xD)..
Ms Ng 4 buyin e cups n tissues..
E Kent Ridge guys.. i think 1 is called billy n e other 1 i dunno... 4 bringin us there n helpin 2 carry stuffs..
Yeeyee, lingling n chelchel 4 pei-in mi when lun n oli wasnt around...
All who came...
All who helped pass e msg abt e party...
E kent ridge gals who was so friendly 2 us =D
And finally... God 4 makin all this possible ^^

Kk.. i shall start frm e start now...

I woke up 2 meet lun n oli n joey @ NTUC....
Oli was late.. so we went 2 buy stuffs 1st..
We were quite early.. so went 2 e aljiunied mac...
Lun ate something i dun rmb...
Den she treated mi ice-cream =D THANKYOU!!

Den Oli meet us @ mac...
Den took mrt 2 clementi...
Den met e Kent Ridge guys...
Took bus...
Went West Coast....
Oli, I n Lun went 2 look 4 a spot 2 put down stuffs...
Den Lun stomach ache... so go toilet...
Oli n I went back 2 get e stuffs plus bring GM peeps there...
I dunno y e Kent Ridge peeps nv follow... so i asked Joey 2 bring them here...

Den Oli, Lun n I went 2 play...
Play play play...
Oli's slipper snapped while playin e "flyin fox"
So she walked bare footed everywhere...
I was bare footed in e 1st place.. so dint care much.. lolx..
Den Ms Ng came...
So we go fetch her..
Den Oli gtg bak 2 do something... she comin bak in awhile...
So she took my slippers..
So i was slipperless.... ><

Den mi, lun, joey n ms ng went 2 play....
Playplayplay...
Den Yeeyee, Lingling n Chelchel join us..
Ms Ng n Lun go le...
I 4gt where Lingling, Chelchel n Yeeyee went..
Den left mi n joey oni.. so we stayed @ e shelter 2 pig awhile..
Den Chelchel, lingling n yeeyee came...
So we went 2 play...
Poor Joey stayed there.. ><

Den we played wif e sand...
We buried our foot....
Den buried my leg....
Den buried my foot again.. lolx..
Den we wrote quite alot of stuffs there.. haha...
It was quite retarded la... coz 4 some stupid reasons... e sea is separated frm e sand =.=

Den Joanna called 2 say some1 cannot find us...
So i called joey 2 help mi...
Den after awhile...
We gt bored...
So we went 2 find joey who was @ e sea der.. on e rocks...
Den we went there n sat there....

Den we took food there n sat there again...
Den we sang there...
Den oli came bak...
Den went 2 fetch Oli...
Den did e same thing again...
Den i messed up joey's hair =D
Oh ya.. n Oli n I shouted 2wards e sea... scoldin choongsquare... lolx...
Den went 2 play e sand again...
Den went bak 2 play again...
Den Deedee n Honhon came..
Den they go eat a "proper" meal.. (Mac =.=)
Den went 2 get more food..
Den e Kent Ridge gals came 2 join us ^^
Den they dared mi n Oli 2 go all e way down e rocks.. must touch e water...
So we did.. lolx..
E algae bulli mi 2dae lor.. kip makin mi slip... heng nv fall.. haha..
Bt e small mussels quite pain ><
Bt we still suceeded...
I think chelchel took a video of it.. lolx...

Den e Kent Ridge gals went 2 play..
Den we continue 2 sit there n sing...
Den we went 2 find deedee n honhon...
Den we brought e snacks n drinks 2 e sea side again...
N i finally wore my slippers again.. lolx..
Oli brought another pair of slippers(Siti's) when she came bak...
Den we sat there quite long thou it was drizzlin...
Den we finally decided 2 go bak when e sky was serious dark...
Bt mi n Oli dint feel lik leavin lehz...
Its juz so nice n rite 2 sit there n sing songs...
I felt tt stayin overnite there ><
Bt no choice... so we left..

Den coz e rocks was wet mah... den gt 1 super big wet patch on my shorts ><
@ 1st they sae it look lik i pee-ed.. ><
Bt after awhile.. coz i refuse 2 go =X .. they kip comfortin mi sayin stuffs lik... nobody will c de la.. it looks lik a design etc.
Was rather worried abt it 4 quite awhile..
Until it rained...
It rained BIG!!
Den we were all drenched... lolx...
All except Joey, DaJie n Deedee..
Coz they use umbrella...
Den we kip singin all e way 2 e bus stop.. which was quite far away.. hehe...
We sang christain songs, choir songs non-stop... lolx..
It was lik carolling la!! =D
Den Oli's slippers kip comin off.. lolx..

Den we kip singin.. even @ e bus stop...
E Kent Ridge gals(whom we kip meetin on our way 2 e bus stop) must think tt GM choristers so crazy abt singin sia.. lolx.. actually we do... well @ least mi xD
Den e irritating bus driver dint stop 4 us.. ><
So w8ed 4 e next 1...
Singsingsing...
Den board e bus cannot sing out loud le...
Bt still sang... softly...
Den went MRT...
actually wanted 2 go buy slippers wif oli de...
Bt we changed our minds...
Den on e MRT.. so retarded la...
Kip takin pics... lolx..
Den i kip singin... cant control la ><

Den gt off...
Den went 2 take bus wif DaJie, Yeeyee n Chelchel..
Den went hm...
Go hm e 1st thing i did... unpack n rush 2 bath..
I dun nd smell oso know i stink... alot... ><
I smell of... sand, sweat, rain n e saltiness of e sea ><

Washed my hair 3times(no kiddin)
Scrubbed it well 4 fear of any sand still stuck inside ><

Lolx... thru out 2dae kip takin pics la....
Bt i aint puttin them up... blogger dun let mi ><
N this is a veri much summarized version of 2dae....
Wanna know more... go viavia/yeeyee/lingling/chelchel/deedee/honhon's bloggie read =D
N u can c all e pics there...
haha...
I look super ugly in quite a few..
Bt i dun realli care..
Well.. ugly or nt.. its still mi.. im still God's child =D

I wanna delicate a song 2 a friend of mine...
Rainie Yang's Ai Mei
My laptop unfortunately cannot read n type chinese...
Bt im pretty sure everybody knows tt song..
So juz listen 2 it again.. ^^

Oh ya... none of e westwood came...
Rather dissapointed.. bt...
Oh well... it was their choice...
They missed e fun we had....
Bt i still hope we can all meet up again 1day...
4 another concert mayb? ><
Will miss u all!!

letgogal...letgo

Wednesday, December 05, 2007Y
12:16 PM
Tmr's e Party!! =D

I hope everything is well prepared.. > <
Must pray hard 4 a gd weather tmr..

K nuthin much 2 say le...
Wow.. my shortest post so far.. lolx.. ^^

Tuesday, December 04, 2007Y
12:50 PM
Tts it.. im definitely hirin a maid when i grow up...
Doin household chores r soooooo....... tirin!!
N pain..
Ppl short cannot arhz? zzz...
I must tip toes in order 2 bring e bamboo poles out lehz..
So heavy somemore..
Tt idiot korkor still dunwan help..
E wind blow, newspapers fly everywhere.. i must go pick up..
E newspapers @ his feet somemore.. >< IM NT UR BLOODY MAID FYI!!!

N i cant rmb a single thing frm sch...
Im takin 4eva 2 do my chem ws...
Im still @ e 2nd pg oni..
(1 of e rare moments when im thankful 4 a elder bro)
Still gt so mani hw 2 go.. >< style="font-weight: bold;">Pray tt it wun rain n there will b ppl comin n tt everything will go well.. >< style="font-weight: bold;">pray hard...

I dunno wats wrong wif mi..
Im lik makin myself in order 2 push away e sadness n darkness in m heart..
Y is there sadness n darkness in e 1st place? >< Pray more gal pray!

I must learn 2 let go...
Forgive n forget..
Let go of stuffs.. unhappy stuffs..
treasure e beautiful memories instead..
Learn 2 let go of control..
Let e Lord take e wheels..
Its nv a easy thing 2 do.. bt im willing 2 go 4 it...

PRAY!!


Dun cry coz its over, SMILE coz it happened.
Imwillinglytocryaloneifthatiswhatittakesforeverybodytobehappy
LettingGoIsJustSoHard

9:50 AM
Lolx.. chatted wif Westwood de teacher Ms Fong last nite..
Lolx.. surprised? lolx..
No la.. we were juz tokin abt e party stuffs..
SHE IS COMIN!! xD
Oh ya.. she told mi westwood de webpage oso!! haha...
Their webpage is so nice la..
Shld i post it up??
Hmm... dunno.. i no permission beta nt bahx...

Anywaes.. she post it up there 4 e whole choir 2 c le...
Bt apparently quite a few ppl goin overseas (e.g Jessie T.T)..
Den some others oso gt chalet..
So nt sure if mani can make it.. ><

Bt im pretty sure tt GM choir will haf alot of ppl there rite??
(say yes! say yes! =X)

Okie.. anywaes.. 4 those who dunno how 2 go west coast..
I suggest u all lik get ur own grps 2 go there 2gether...
Coz i'll most probably goin over there earlier wif oli..
Coz we nd 2 set down e food(mostly juz snacks n more junk food =X)
N find a nice spot 4 everybody ^^
U all might wanna think of some games 2 play urself ^^

E party is FOC bt if u wanna contribute in stuffs lik food oso can...
U r most welcomed 2 do so! =D

OKie... gt anythin else u can contact mi n ask mi..
I'll try my best 2 ans all ur qns n practice patience xD

Monday, December 03, 2007Y
9:55 PM
my 3rd post 4 2dae... =D

Nuthin much la...
Juz felt lyk postin Jesse McCartney's song Kissing You Goodbye de lyrics....
N u shld know wat im thinkin n feelin now ^^


Kissing You Goodbye
It doesn´t matter much what you will say
cuz i am leavin you now anyway
gonna have some fun just for a change
and you can´t do a thing to make me stay

gonna throw away ya picture in the rain
cuz they don´t mean a single thing
i just wanna have some fun with someone
so byebye baby byebye


kissing you goodbye
starting ma new live
now i know that finally i am done and through with you
you are not the one who can give me all

kissing you goodbye
no more needs to try
now i know exactly what i wanna do with my life
you will not be there
cuz we have nothing more to share


i have never been so satisfied
with anything before in my life
leavin you was the best thing i could do
i am so glad that we are through


kissing you goodbye
starting ma new life
now i know that finally i am done and through with you
you are not the one who can give me all

kissing you goodbye
no more needs to try
now i know exactly what i wanna do with my life
you will not be there
cuz we have nothing more to share


Finally i can see we were never meant to be


kissing you goodbye
starting ma new life
now i know that finally i am done and through with you
you are not the one who can give me all

kissing you goodbye
no more needs to try
now i know exactly what i wanna do with my life
you will not be there
cuz we have nothing more to share

kissing you goodbye
no more needs to try
now i know exactly what i wanna do with my life
you will not be there
cuz we have nothing more to share

kissing you goodbye...

7:59 PM
Juz came back ><
I shant say much coz it would take me e whole day 2 type out everything.. lolx..
Hence 4 further details pls go visit lingling's/ chelchel's/ deedee's blogs xD

THANK YOU GALS!!
Thx 4 e present n everything!!
I had alots of fun =D
Love u all!! Muackz! ^^

K.. i shall now attempt 2 upload e pics we took on e mrt 2 wildwildwet xD

attempt failed.. T.T

Sigh... nvm...

K den nt much things after tt liaoz..
Juz went walkwalk around PS wif YiShu..
Den he 8 @ long john's..
I dint eat anythin.. dun feel lik eatin..

Okie.. here's e most impt thing 4 2dae...

CONCERT CELEBRATION PARTY!!

The party invitations goes out 2 all GM, Kent Ridge n Westwood sec choristers!
The party is held this thurs, @ West Coast.
Meet @ e mac there @ 11.30am.
Alumni can join us l8er if they gt sch =D
U r allowed 2 leave anytime.
This party is officially approved by Ms Ng.
Ms Ng n Ms Wong will b joinin us 4 e party.
Please pass this msg around!
Cya there! xD

10:44 AM
Im keepin this post short..
Goin out wif Jasmine(junior), Rachael, Min Yee, Chien Ling n Wendy 2 escape or wildwildwet soon...

Slpt quite l8 n woke up quite early...
Still felt lik pukin everytime i 8... (no im nt pregnant.. my tt thing juz finished)

Juz wanna say...
I dun think im infatuated wif jondave le...
I mean he is still cute...
N i still lik him..
Juz tt.. i lik him more of a bro...
Ya...
Sigh.. i dunno la...
Let e Lord take control...
Shant make any conclusions n decisions 1st..

Oh ya..
After playin wif e gals..
Im goin 2 PS wif YiShu...
I wanna go there walkwalk.. so asked him 2 pei mi..
Coz i always get lost there de.. =X lolx...

Kk.. i go le.. bye~!

Sunday, December 02, 2007Y
11:46 AM
Concert over le...
kena miss everybody alrdy ><

Oli[Ong] is gonna b crazy if she read this post.. xD
JONDAVE ASKED MI 4 MY NO.!! ><
N he is sooooo super cute la!!
Den we kip smsin thru out until pass midnite..
N he is so humorous!
@ 1st i was quite nervous..
Den coz we w8ed quite long mah..
Den we started jokin around.. lolx..
Den i felt much beta le.. Bt shuting apparently nt e same as mi.. lolx..
E bell damn scary can?
Lik fire alarm.. ><
Mars is so cool!!
Mars is a westwood gal... im nt tokin abt e planet.. xP
She was lyk.. cool..
shuting n i were like panic! panic!!
lolx..

Den Jondave kip jokin around.. lolx..
Den he bcame our daddy..
Den Elfie(dunno how 2 spell his name) bcame our mummy..
lolx..
Den he lik.. wah liaoz.. u all oso bulli mi.. lolx!!

Den Jondave kip callin mi Zoe(y)
Den i say if he continue 2 call mi tt i'll call him Jondavey..
lolx..

Jessie oso veri cute.. lolx..
We kip playin Bang!(a game started by our all beloved lunnie lun!!=D)
lolx.. den i said her hair veri nice she said my eyeshadow veri nice.. lolx..

2 mi e performance was rather fast.. ><
Its lik... zoom! den no more le..
Regardless wat e audiences might haf think abt our performance..
I enjoyed it 2 e fullest! ^^

I MISS U GUYS!!
Hope tt we'll b able 2 kip in touch n meet up someday ><

We dint haf time 2 take our own pics T.T

Anywaes.. after e performance we(marcus, kenneth, gc, wendalina, oli, guan, yishu n mi) went out 4 supper..
WanYing n JiaYing went hm coz they dun wan eat..
Den we toked n walked 2 suntect..
Den they kip suanin mi la!!
Coz i pei Guan n Yishu mah.. ><

Oh yar! Guan gave mi a flower ^^
Thankyou!

I owe a big thank you 2 Guan n Yishu ^^
They dint realli wanna go eat supper de..
They oni tagged along coz i asked them 2 pei mi..
Thank you guys!!
They were a gr8 entertainment oso..
haha.. they veri cute..
N THEY WALK AS IF THEY R CATWALKIN!! lolx..

Den end up we 8 @ carl's jr..
Yishu, Guan n mi dint eat..
I felt lik pukin nia...
Den i 8 some of oli's fries oni..
Den as they eat i was enjoyin myself by smsin jondave n watchin yishu n guan do e survey thingly.. lolx... oh ya.. i was tellin oli abt jondave oso..
She was lik pissed.. coz i kip sayin jondave, jondave, jondave.. lolx..
den she's lik "OMG ZOE IS INFATUATED WIF JONDAVE!!"
lolx..
Oh yar.. e survey thingly guan n yishu did was retarded.. cleanliness -1.. sex undecided.. haha..
Den i kip requestin Yishu n Guan 2 sing e jiggle bell rawks with e movements..
Bt they oni sang n guan din sing much lor.. coz he 2 busily doin e survey.. lolx..

Den oli gtg le..
so mi, yishu n guan oso go..
coz we oso nt eatin mah..
den oni e 3 of us takin MRT..
so we zao 1st lor..

Wah liaoz they walk veri fast lehz..
Ppl short has short legs plus ran abt in court shoes lehz..
><
Lucky Guan slow down n pei mi walk.. lolx..
Tt Yishu walk so fast ><
I think i know y la..
Coz i kip pressin his hair flat.. lolx..
Who ask him 2 gel his hair.. lolx..
I 4GT 2 PRESS JOEY'S HAIR!!
He promised 2 let mi press after e concert de!! T.T
Sianz...

Anywaes.. thanks guys!
U have no idea how glad i m havin u guys as frens ^^
Especially YiShu..
Thx 4 being there 2 calm mi down when i had my weird nervous fits ^^
N always pei-in mi 2 chat when im bored...
(well its nt always mi who's bored.. hint hint.. =X lolx..)
Love u all always! xD

Den i reach hm lyk midnite...
Den continued 2 smsed ppl...
Den slpt @ lik... dunno.. lolx..
Den 2 tired 2 wake up 2 go church 2dae..
dad juz nagged @ mi abt tt ><

Im preparing myself 4 a long lecture frm my dad soon...
My phone bill bust until cannot bust le la..
I smsed so much.. lolx...

Oh yar.. Im goin 2 escape/wildwildwet on mon wif my juniors n deedee! =D

Kk.. i wan go eat my paus le..
Byebye~

PS: i hope Jondave will NV read my blog ><
@ least this few posts abt him xP

Saturday, December 01, 2007Y
9:52 AM
before i say anything..
i wanna wish jiaying a big
HAPPIE BDAE!!! =D


Whee~~ i super hyper now..
lolx.. dunno y..
Dis mornin still gt abit of nervous fits...
Bt now much beta le...
now is hyper oni..
lolx..
Im so hyper tt i cant keep still..
My fingers trembled so much while tryin 2 put my contacts on..

N i dunno y i havin mild asthma att 2dae n ytd...
shhhh... dun tell my parents.. they'll freak out..
coz i veri long nv haf asthma att le..
i dun even haf my inhaler leh...
Ytd is i ran 2 e toilet tt time..
den in e toilet had a mild att..
den juz now i juz woke up tt time oso..
i think it i choke on my flam?
no lehz.. mayb is e flam blockin e air passage.. ><
hope this dun happen l8er..
pray girl pray.. pray ur heart out.. e lord is there... he hears u.. he knows...

TODAY IS THE DAY!!
Must give it my all.. oni e best e acceptable..

L8er on my way 2 sch im helpin oli[ong], lun n shuting buy liang teh
Is ms loh recommend de..
xia gu cao.. lolx..
oli, lun n i tried it ytd.. okie la.. nt bad..
taste lyk gui lin gao wifout honey.. ><
lolx...

Oh ya... i juz found this big pimple on my chin last nite..
panicked.. lolx..
so i slap on alot of pimple cream after washin my face..
N IT WORKED!! lolx..
my pimple still exist bt its smaller..
shall do it again after i bath...
den hopefully it'll b gone by e time i hafta slap e makeup on..

Im gonna ask ms ng if we can go find our frenz after e performance nt...
coz i wan go around n b hyper.. lolx...

CHRISTMAS IS COMIN!!
haf u bought my present yet?
lolx...

Oh cant stand it le la..
Im gonna post e lyrics of Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney..
This song juz kip playin in my head..
i shall w8 4 e guy who will sing mi this song frm his heart ^^
lolx...

Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah